[ What does he want to do? That's a great question. He can't exactly answer it outright, because what he wants to do isn't something he wants to verbalize. Not when it comes to Percival. Even if the other man is the one that brought up the idea, Siegfried can't help but feel as though this land has corrupted him beyond salvaging.
He's truly sitting here, basking in the feel of Percival's hand in his lips, thinking about indulging the idea of sleeping with him? It sounds like madness if he thinks too much about it.
But if he stops thinking so much, it makes perfect sense. They trust each other. They've been through hell and back together. Why not Percival?
He knows the answer even if he'd never admit. Because Percival wasn't just a casual encounter he could be friendly towards but keep at a reasonable distance. Percival actually had the potential to dig deeper at Siegfried's psyche, and the thought unsettles him. He had always accepted that Percival was a beautiful person inside, but to have to come to terms with his outer beauty, too?
He really can't dwell on the thought too much. The reality is, his friend has come to him, and he wouldn't leave him in the cold. ]
You said you wanted to get rid of those ears and that tail, didn't you? I'm telling you we'd best get going.
[ he pulls on the other's hand now, eyes locked firmly on the other man to see what he'd do. This is a terrible idea. But they'd commit to that terrible idea together, at least. ]
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He's truly sitting here, basking in the feel of Percival's hand in his lips, thinking about indulging the idea of sleeping with him? It sounds like madness if he thinks too much about it.
But if he stops thinking so much, it makes perfect sense. They trust each other. They've been through hell and back together. Why not Percival?
He knows the answer even if he'd never admit. Because Percival wasn't just a casual encounter he could be friendly towards but keep at a reasonable distance. Percival actually had the potential to dig deeper at Siegfried's psyche, and the thought unsettles him. He had always accepted that Percival was a beautiful person inside, but to have to come to terms with his outer beauty, too?
He really can't dwell on the thought too much. The reality is, his friend has come to him, and he wouldn't leave him in the cold. ]
You said you wanted to get rid of those ears and that tail, didn't you? I'm telling you we'd best get going.
[ he pulls on the other's hand now, eyes locked firmly on the other man to see what he'd do. This is a terrible idea. But they'd commit to that terrible idea together, at least. ]