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SIEGFRIED. ([personal profile] schwarzen) wrote2020-08-01 02:17 am

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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-03 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ Though it's been hours since the act, Percy still feels like he's basking in some kind of afterglow, because the sight of Siegfried smiling at him triggers that rush of serotonin right in his brain. It's because he's feeling so fond that he feels forced to frown through it, his cheeks reddening as he clutches onto Siegfried's back. ]

Good morning. I don't have to tell you how strange it is to wake up and find someone staring directly at you. [ But the way he nestles into Siegfried's embrace indicates he's not as bothered as he's trying to act. ]

How are ... you feeling? [ Mentally, physically, what-have-you; there's no going back now in their relationship and he's wondering how Siegfried feels about that. ]
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-03 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
It was ... good. [ Despite how much talking Percival does on a regular basis, his throat seems to go dry when he's asked to express his honest, sincere feelings. It was way more than just 'good', and that should have been evident in the pleasured sounds he had let escape during the act the night before. Throughout the whole thing it felt like he was riding a high, flustered and fond and excited but also tentative and uncertain. ]

No. [ If they're going to work through this, he should try harder to express how he's feeling. Siegfried deserves that at least. ] I-I'm afraid I enjoyed it much more than I should have. Even now, I can't quite get the thought out of my mind ... I only hope this doesn't distract me from my duties.
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-03 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Siegfried's words do alleviate some of his worries. Ultimately, they're in control of how their relationship turns out, so if they're careful not to let whatever's happening affect their lives in any way that matters, it shouldn't be an issue. Surely they have enough self-control for that, being former knights of the Black Order.

He wants to speak, but the kiss distracts him too much. Percival leans up into it, feeling that rush of serotonin once again as his heart races and he grows fond. This is a man he respects so much, and just two days ago he would feel ashamed at even the thought of kissing him like this. Right now he's doing it, and it's just as intoxicating as he had imagined it to be (in those times he let himself imagine, before stopping himself in his tracks).

It's chaste, and after they kiss it feels like he's trapped in a blissful little bubble. He looks up at Siegfried with a gaze that's both adoring and trying to hide the fact. ]


O-Of course. I'll work hard as well. We've had too much training to let this break our discipline.

[ Maybe it's fine to enjoy it. He definitely thinks so right now. With the freedom to touch, he reaches over to run his fingers through Siegfried's hair. The mood is strange and difficult for him to deal with, so it's time to bring things back down to something more normal. ]

But if we're going to be partners, your lack of care over your physical appearance is even more of a concern for me. [ aka comb your hair ]
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-03 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's only after Siegfried questions him that he realises he had simply assumed this would be more than a one-off affair. ]

Oh. I simply assumed -- [ Percival tenses in Siegfried's arms now, face going redder in embarrassment. ]

T-That might have been out of line. You can refuse. [ Though, there's a part of him that's going to feel crushed if Siegfried were to refuse, even if he'll do his best to hide that fact and move on. He's realising now that he had made that assumption because it's something he wants himself. ]
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-12 07:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ He did actually mean bed partners. The prospect of being anything more currently feels impossible, even if he had entertained the thought a few times during the night. It's not something he can see Siegfried wanting, given what he's known of his former captain throughout the years, and he doesn't want to thrust them into a difficult or painful situation by bringing that up. As enticing a thought as it is to belong to someone he's had so much respect and admiration for since his teens -- No, only a fool would continue that train of thought.

This works, and there's no reason to shake the boat any more than it's been shaken. There's relief washing through him when Siegfried agrees. They're on the same page, and it meant Siegfried liked it -- liked him enough to want to continue. Though he would put up a tough front, it does feel like being told any other answer would feel a little devastating. Percival accepts that kiss, cheeks reddening at the gentle, intimate touch. His lips stay pursed after it breaks but his heart is delighed. ]


It doesn't have to be anything different. [ Or at least, he's telling himself that, Percival himself a little apprehensive about the stark change in their relationship but determined to sustain their cherished friendship. Though, if anything's change, it's his freedom to ... touch. Show affection. What is there to be ashamed about when Siegfried has already seen the most unabashed sides of him?

Another thing he tells himself, as he succumbs to that need with flushed cheeks and a tentative hand slipping into the warmth of Siegfried's shirt and feeling his chest. He nestles in closer. ]


I only fear I'll fall lax on my morning routine. [ Given how difficult it is to get out of bed like this ... wow. ]
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-13 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ percy can feel those muscles tensing, and there's an odd sense of power he has over the fact. How his simple movements could affect siegfried this way. Though the rational side of him tells him they will surely become tardy on their usual routine should this continue, he doesn't feel compelled to stop, still riding some of the afterglow from the night before.]

There is still some time to spare.

[ realistically what do they even have to do here?? So maybe he is trying to fuck just deal with it.

Percival keeps that hand snaked up Siegfried's shirt, shifting their bodies so he's lying on top of the other man. He leans down, stroking his fingers through Siegfried's hair.]


Have you any complaints? [ about the gay and also my pathetic phone tagging ¿¿¿???]
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-15 08:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ The hands cupping his ass and brushing against his back only encourage him, bringing a light flush to his cheeks as Percival lines their bodies. The words actually coming out of Siegfried's mouth aren't appreciated at all, but his petulance is a little placated when the other man's lips take his. Percival accepts the chaste kiss, feeling his stomach flutter again. It's nice.

He still takes issue with that joke, however. A discontented expression graces his features as he lounges on top of Siegfried. Percy strokes at the other man's ear, giving it a light pinch. ]


I see. Would you prefer an Erune take my place then?
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-16 09:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Such a gentle man he's reined in... That thought graces Percy's mind as he watches the warm and tranquil expression on Siegfried's face, and he's feeling enchanted by the curve of his lips and the gold of his eyes. Are those feelings of fondness simply a farce, brought on by some post-coital interaction in the brain? He's not qualified to answer that, but they're present all the same. It's hard to keep that fondness from showing on his face, as much as he tries to purse his lips.

The stiffness poking at his ass, the beginnings of arousal, is noticed immediately, Percival tensing up as the sensation. It's definitely a risque thing, but exciting all the same to know riling Siegfried up was as simple a feat as pressing their bodies together. ]


Hmph. You were never this impatient. [ Only in this aspect, apparently. Percy doesn't have much room to be scolding because his own cock is also stirring. ] Fine ... I know you keep your word.

[ Fingers ghost up Siegfried's jaw, a thumb pressing against his lip. Percy's other hand also continues its exploration, fingers rubbing at Siegfried's nipple. Basically #horny??? anyway appreciate him he's a queen bitch ]
Edited 2020-09-16 09:54 (UTC)
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-17 10:28 am (UTC)(link)
You --! [ He's feeling affronted at being called shameless by Siegfried, but the blustering complaint dies in the throat when the other man starts his very suggestive display, tongue flicking at Percival's finger and lips taking them in. It's definitely risque, with how it pulls up mental images of what had transpired the night before. ]

Tch. I hardly think you have any right to call me that. [ But if Siegfried had an ulterior motive behind licking his thumb in that suggestive way, it's working, Percival's cock stirring to the point of stiffness too eagerly as a result. He allows his underwear to be pulled down, cock popping out shamelessly and feeling too sensitive against the cool air. Percival eventually threads his legs out of that last garment, finding its presence a hindrance in his current state of mind. He feels the same way about Siegfried's undergarment. Sitting on that hardening bulge and feeling it poke against his rear was ... a racy sensation, bringing up memories of the overwhelming sensation of taking it the night before, but it's also nothing but a tease. ]

... You also. Off with it. [ Growing impatient, he helps that along, tugging down that underwear behind him so Siegfried's length slips out in turn. There's a moment taken to take in the lewd sensation of Siegfried's cock lined up against the curve of his ass, teasing him with its warmth but not quite giving him what he wants. ]
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-18 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The mood's considerably different from before; relaxed, comfortable but with that hint of an edge that's the reason his groin continues to stir. The press against his nipple has Percival closing his eyes, face flushing as he leans into that erotic sensation. With that curve of his torso, his hips shift in turn, bare flesh of his thighs rubbing against the cock he's sitting on.

Siegfried's comment was definitely said in jest, but with the way Percival is, he takes everything said to him very seriously. ]


Are you asking that I walk around naked? Even for you, I cannot do that. [ Exhibitionism isn't his on his card but if it were it'd be a hard card to fulfil .......... ]

[ Percival desires more of that touch, so he rests his hand over Siegfried's, urging him to continue playing with his chest. ]
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-18 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Though Siegfried's words embarrass him, he can't deny that feeling of pride that the person he's been drawn to for so long desires him so. His wordless requests are well-heeded, and it's nice to be so eagerly attended to, like their dance of desires is mutual. The physical sensation certainly isn't anything to complain about, the pleasure of having his nipple pinched and rolled against the pads of Siegfried's fingers reaching directly to his stiff cock. He's all but overwhelmed when the other man leans up to take that hard nub in his lips, the mere sight erotic enough to get him going. There's a warm tongue caressing the sensitive skin, and Percival can't help but cry out, high-pitched whimpers escaping from the back of his throat. ]

This -- [ It's too good. At this point his cock is itching unbearably, and his reaches down to take it, pumping himself. His hips start to roll, relishing in those teasing moments Siegfried's cock brushes up against his entrance. ] K-Keep going.
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-19 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Percival's hips continue to grind against Siegfried's cock, pumping himself shamelessly and with more fervor as the attention to his chest heightens his state of arousal. His free hand shifts up to the back of Siegfried's head, running fingers through his hair and urging more of that nipple into his mouth. Then, the bite comes, as Percival lets out a gasp, tugging at those brown locks. ]

Nngh! [ His eyes squeeze into a close at the sudden rough contact, that flash of pain felt at his chest. Yet, rather than feel compelled to pull away, there's an odd sort of exhilaration, like that pain had only served to intensify the accompanying pleasure. There's a stunned look, his face still flushed. ]

I'm becoming a deviant too quickly... [ wtf. guess he's into pain now. ]
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[personal profile] walthari 2020-09-19 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Percival's the type to push forward on things even if they're difficult or painful, but due of the nature of the act and the impact it could have on their overall relationship he's certain that Siegfried would want him to be honest at all times. Out of respect for the other man, that's what he's decided to do, and he would certainly tell Siegfried if there's anything he didn't like. The bite was painful, but didn't quite fall under that category. ] You know I'm not fragile. I can handle a lot more than that.

[ Posturing. He relents soon after, because he also knows Siegfried's being careful because of the nature of the act. Percival's voice goes quieter and more hesitant, his gaze fixed away as the red in his face seems to deepen. ]

Perhaps, I also enjoyed it. [ It got his heart racing, blood pumping. There's more hesitance in his voice. He doesn't want Siegfried to think he's a unseemly. ] If you ... wish to be rougher while we're together ...

[ He definitely doesn't mind. ]

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